Does changing how you treated someone really make the difference for them to see you differently?
Do you think it really makes them able to see your change?
How does that make you become the victim, because you made someone so unable to put their trust in you?
How does that make you the good one, when you are the reason anything is even like this at all?
Changing your habits doesn’t erase emotional abuse; How do you think that you are good, just because you claim it now?
You claimed that the whole time, until your guilt decided to turn on you and break you down; Why did it always take so long?
At least when I screwed up, I knew it; I came right to you. Why could you never do the same?
Maybe if you hadn’t lied right to my face so many times, when all I wanted was the truth, I would be able to fall into any comfort you may hold. But how do I know that you won’t pull everything out from under me, in an instant, like you have so many times?
You are not the good one, just because you claim change.
Someone good wouldn’t break someone down how you did, and still expect compensation.
You expect me to just respond well to you now.
Every time that I ever let myself get comfortable, you left the next instant.
And that is why we are where we are. That is why you are terrifying, just being yourself.